A Thousdand Posts, Goodbye.

It’s fitting that this is my 1000th post.

I almost couldn’t type the word, goodbye, in the title.

My website domain has expired and it’s time to let this beautiful bloggy home of mine go. I just don’t have the energy and life it truly needs from me.

More specifically, I don’t have the time and energy I wish to give YOU.

There was a time, so beautiful and free, where I was able to express all of what my heart needed to: and without fear, I did that here. I feel it now as I write. The essence of purity beneath the thoughts and fears of life; this blog connects me to a part of me that is so deep and pure, that really nothing else I do in life compares.

So saying goodbye feels silly, in a way.

And utterly counter intuitive.

But I feel I need to open up space in my inner world. By leaving this door ajar as I have for so long…it has allowed for a clinging of sorts to remain in my heart. An attachment that longs to break free and open up to the new.

Before I go, I wanted to say thank you to those of you who have touched my world so beautifully during my time working on this blog.

To Matt (I think that’s your name,Wells Fiction!) thank you for always being so bright, caring and loyal to my blog. I so appreciate you having been here to share the journey.

To Peter (the most beautiful park friend a girl could have ever collected) thank you for your extraordinary wisdom. You have touched my life in ways I cannot express and for that I will always be grateful.

To Julia (Julia Deniro) for your beautiful comments, always filled with such kindness and empathy. Thank you for always being there to check on me, during my down times.

To Jason (Jason A Muckley) for such kindness and joy shared over a joint love of poetry and family. It’s been a while, but still I remember your care. Thank you.

And a particularly special mention to two friends who where there right from the beggining.

To Kat (Lilly Cafe), I’ve so often wished for more time to pop into your beautiful blog to share a comment. You have such a kind heart, and I cannot tell you how much your presence has meant to be during my time here. Thank you with all of my heart.

And last, but not least, to Jonathan. Thank you for helping me to find myself, again, and thank you for being the cherished friend you were to me. It is a rare thing in life to find a soul mirror. You were that to me, and I am grateful for your gentle light, and the things I learned about life, while I knew you.

So, although it is goodbye from here, it’s certainly not goodbye for ever. I’m constantly popping my art on my instagram page, BrookeCutler_arts and I will at some point be creating a professional website for my work.

But for now, from my beautiful ‘Little Blog of Everything…’ it’s goodbye.

Sending all my love, my beautiful bloggy friends.

Always, forever.

Brooke. xx