Iโ€™ve just done some counting. My absolute least favourite thing.

And according to my calculations, Iโ€™ve had my piano (a digital piano) for seventeen years.

Seventeen years.

There was a moment a few weeks ago when it didnโ€™t turn on. My stomach fell, and in that moment I had an entire conversation with myself.

It was like the life of the piano flashed before my eyes.

All the songs weโ€™d written together.

All the tears Iโ€™d cried as she helped mend my broken hearts.

What if she was gone?

If she didnโ€™t turn on.

I realised Iโ€™d still have my voice to create music, and that thought soothed me.

But my goodness I was pleased โ€˜my babyโ€™ turned on eventually.

Boy, was I ever pleased.

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    1. brookejcutler Avatar
      brookejcutler

      Oh my goodness, it absolutely does. Like nothing else in the world. xx

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  1. kat Avatar

    I know that feeling! I have a harp I’ve had for almost as long as you and your piano have been together. About a year ago one of the kids knocked it over and my heart just STOPPED as soon as it hit the floor. I never thought I would ever baby an inanimate object like that, but I almost cried when I saw it was just a little scratched. Losing something that heals the soul and makes the world right again doesn’t bear thinking about. I hope your baby lives forever!

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      brookejcutler

      You have a HARP?! Omg! Thatโ€™s AMAZING. How beautiful!! Gosh, I would have freaked out too. ๐Ÿ˜‚Thank goodness it survived the crash! What a precious instrument.

      These days Iโ€™m less and less attached to objects but I have to say, Iโ€™m already planning on how I can swiftly replace this piano when it dies. If I have to go without food for a bit…๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ

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      1. kat Avatar

        Haha, that would be me, too! It’s hard to let go of something that can bring such relief to a tired, hurting soul. There’s just so much emotion that goes into making music that it’s just impossible to give up!

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  2. bejamin4 Avatar

    Felt this one deep. Over last couple years been playing piano and not too many better things for relaxation, but to play a bit.

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    1. brookejcutler Avatar
      brookejcutler

      I hear you Benjamin. Keep playing. We can always use a little extra soul food in this strange new world. ๐Ÿ™‚

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      1. bejamin4 Avatar

        Agreed. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  3. Leif Price Avatar

    Oh, I feel you! Keep playing!

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      brookejcutler

      Ah good! Glad Iโ€™m not alone! Thanks, I will! ๐Ÿ™‚

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